Tsunami @ Haeundae

I just watched this movie, Tsunami at Haeundae, at Genting Highlands Cinema and it touched my heart so deep that I can even feel droplets of water rushing down to my chin.. It’s been a while since I had those type of feelings which gets into me deeply and touches my soul.. It’s been a while since I get really swallowed up by the whole scene or should I say that I got fascinated more than ever in this movie..

I can still recall few touching scenes inside the movie even until now.. The images keep flashing through my memories and it feels like I’m in the movie together with those refugees who runs for their life with their love ones and sacrificed themselves for the others.. It feels so yesterday, literally.. even though I’d never been through those type of situations or circumstances..

Sometimes, it makes me think..

How worth can our life be?!

Are we spending our time in a right way?!

What had we been doing in the past??!

How far can you go to save your love ones?!

Is trying to be a hero something great or is it stupid?!

and more..

Tsunami at Haeundae is not just a movie to me.. It carries a lot of powerful message to everyone who’re watching that movie.. I don’t know how far can you think of when you are watching this movie, but I’d got a lot in my mind..

I’d rate this movie 4.5 out of 5 stars if you asked me..

I’m also well impressed by this movie as it seemed to be like any others big movie production from Hollywood.. It’s really up to the standard.. Of course, let’s not compare much from Hollywood as we always know who leads the market.. The thing is, it’s seriously a good film..

I’m not going to reveal anything from that movie as I think you should go watch it in the cinema while you can.. Seriously, IT’S A GOOD FILM, I repeat… It’s worth paying RM11 or RM12 for such a movie.. Let’s support Asia’s movie once in a while..

I told my girlfriend that I shouldn’t have watched it.. Well, I was just joking about that.. I would like to watch it again if I were asked to watch it again.. It’s a good film, why not?!

The only part is you should not watch the movie with the light on.. I don’t want anyone to see me in those type of situation.. Well, ya.. “those type”..

So, go go! Go watch it while it’s still showing in the cinema!

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Hari Raya Break Symptoms

I had this Hari Raya Break Symptoms.. Like any other breaks, I’d plan it way before the break.. When I say “way before”, I mean really way way before like few months break..

“But why?!” you asked..

Blame the airlines for the expensive tickets as time draws near!!!

Okay.. Back to the symptoms which I think most of us are infected by it most of the time.. I mean, most of the holidays.. So, instead of saying it just Hari Raya Break Symptom, we just make it our Holiday Symptoms..

Holiday Symptoms:
1. Lazy
2. Dizzy
3. Complaining the things that revolves around
4. Can’t think properly - Haywire
5. Couldn’t focus
6. Drag everything to the end

Well, those are normal symptoms for most of us la.. maybe not all.. but I’m sure you’ll get one of it.. Just don’t tell me you get this like throughout the year.. You seriously gotta check yourself out and go and take a break! A SERIOUS BREAK!

Anyway, what I’ve always admire are the courage and the struggles for the Muslims during the “Fasting” or “Puasa” period.. Seriously, two thumbs up to all of you who didn’t even skip your fast or puasa for any selfish reason.. But for those who skipped class with the reason “puasa”, it’s quite a pity la.. My sentiment for you all..

I seriously can’t even imagine myself not drinking any water at all for the whole day.. Food maybe I can still tolerate but for not drinking, that’s like the hardest part.. Perhaps, if you do fast, let me know how you struggle through this…

Are the first few days the hardest or was it the last day of fasting the hardest? First few days ‘cause of the sudden change or routine or last day of fasting with foods around and with the festive season drawing nearer?

Last but not least, Me, Harry, would like to wish you all “Selamat Hari Raya”.. Enjoy your holiday!! Oh.. enjoy your foods but don’t over eat.. enjoy your duit raa but don’t overspent it… Just don’t over do it!

Selamat Hari Raya..
Eid Mubarak..

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Blog Of Life – Twilight Edition

You may had noticed the change of the blog header and also I had updated my post since few days back.. Been busy with assignments and so on.. (Last minute work as usual..)

Anyway, some of you might ask me why “Twilight”?! Why not any other edition?!

(Blog header on the top of the page..)

It took me quite some times to actually think about the new theme for this blog.. Last time, it was just “Blog Of Life” with the theme that reflects our life as a storybook and everyday in our life is written in it..

This time, I came up with this Twilight Edition, mainly to reflect another part of myself which I don’t normally show it in the blog.. Perhaps, if you read back my blog, I’d been trying to write something in positive approach and only little bit of negative thoughts..

Speaking of which, it’s time for me to get more personal with my readers and show the mysterious part of Harry.. And, of course,  you might notice the picture on the right of the header..

 
(The twilight reflections..)

This picture came with a concept which I’m looking the mirror and reflecting myself in multiple ways (multiple mirrors).. Mirror has always been like a twilight zone to me since I fantasized a lot last time..I’d even written a story about the twilight zone which connects the underworld with our real world..

The thing is.. there are actually times that we feel like expressing ourselves and we could not find a right way of expressing it.. This very place, will be the place where I spill my feelings and emotions with things that revolve around me..

So, how do you think about this theme?! Like it or thumbs down?

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11 months is coming and..

11 months is coming soon.. Tomorrow will be the 11months of me and my girlfriend being together..

There’s a lot of ups and downs revolving around us.. but we still manage to be together for 11 months.. It’s like a gift to me, everyday, seeing her.. She helped me a lot.. Step by step.. hand in hand.. just like guiding a baby.. She made me understand certain things that I could not understand before..

Sometimes, I got caught up with my own selfishness.. and did not think of how she felt for that moment.. Sometimes, I got caught up with my works.. and did not spend enough time with her.. Sometimes, I made her cry.. and was not able to understand her.. Sometimes, I made her disappointed with me.. and did not try to make myself better..

When I look into her eyes.. I knew she’s in pain.. she’s hurt by me.. but I could not do anything to comfort her as I’m pretty bad in that..

I’m not a guy who express well in real life.. At times, when I’m depressed, I laughed.. At times, when I’m happy, I just smiled.. At times, when I’m angry, I pulled a long face to everyone..

It’s not easy for me to just say “I love you..” and I ain’t good in saying it.. It makes me look like I’m joking when I say that.. Since small, parents never really teach us how to say “Wa Ai Lu” (I love you in Hokkien).. and I can’t imagine if I say that to my brother and sisters, what reaction they will give to me.. They probably going to spank me on my head.. It’s not easy like what you see in those movie where they always say “I love you mum..”

I guess culture does made a difference to different races and individuals..

I’m one who wish one to love me more.. and became an attention seeker.. who ask for nothing much but needing one to understand me much.. and sincerely love me..

It’s not easy to trust someone like me.. when I practically joke 75% in my life.. and used flowery language to everyone.. People usually mistaken I’m gay as when I speak to guys, I used the same language that I used on the girls..

I treat everyone around me equal.. I try not to abandon people and try not to hurt anyone close to me.. ‘cause I know how it feels when someone tried to abandon you and left you in despair..

Someday.. perhaps, someday.. more people could understand me and know who I am..

As for tomorrow, I don’t know what I can do for our 11months.. I’d been like forgetting the monthly anniversary for like.. all the time?! Even now, I remembered that it’ll be our 11months soon, but I am empty headed to think what to do next.. I guess, romance is not on my side..

I guess, I should plan for something next month as it’ll be our one year anniversary already.. but then, again, perhaps I need to ask all around what I can do to cheer her up!

I Love You.. (it’s easy for me to type it out.. ‘cause this is way of me expressing myself..)

This piece is for you my dear.. my love.. my Yuni..

 

P/S: I love you and I miss you..

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Wonderful birthday with the world

Most of the people in Malaysia celebrated my birthday last Saturday by switching off the light for one hour.. Well, not exactly.. They did it for the 60 Earth Hour campaign but it was just a coincidence that it’s on my birthday too..

Basically, in this campaign, people who participated would switch off their light for one hour from 8.30pm to 9.30pm on the 28th March 2009, which is on my birthday..

I did not actually participated in this event as I was in the shopping mall.. However, our house lights were off before we set off to the shopping mall.. If you asked me whether the shopping mall did their light off for one hour, I’d say YES!

Sunway Pyramid had their light off outside the whole building except few lights which made the pedestrian path visible.. However, inside the mall, it’s not as what you thought.. It’s definitely impossible to make everyone panic in the dark.. Only the unnecessary lights were switched off to support this campaign..

Ok.. Skip the Earth Hour stuffs.. Some claimed it’s useless as the best way to save the earth is to end the open burning and smoking.. (which is quite true..)

Anyway, my birthday.. It’s fantastic, I’d say.. For the past few years, before I came to the university to study, I used to have a big celebration at my home by inviting all my close friends to my birthday bash.. Otherwise, my family will bring me out to buy things that I’d wished for long..

White chocolate cake with some nuts inside..

This year, it’s not a birthday bash, but it’s still a great one to me.. This is the first year to celebrate my 20th birthday with my girlfriend.. Well, I just couldn’t explain how it is a great one to me.. But, I’m delighted on the day itself..

My girlfriend and friends planned an ambush a birthday surprise for me.. and I, somehow, got surprised.. Cause they managed to stay up late for me to return home as I went to watch midnight movie together with my girlfriend before my birthday itself.. Touchy touchy~~ I love ya all~~

1.. 2.. 3.. Make a Wish..

I had once get very disappointed during my birthday due to no surprises and lack of greetings from friends and family, but not anymore because I decided to not expect much from everyone and just to pass my birthday happily.. Unexpectedly, my friends, close or not close, they managed to send their greetings and wishes to me.. Some via phone, some via facebook while some via friendster and some via MSN..

My friends.. *mwah mwah*

I guess, it’s a good thing for us to not expect something too much once in a while.. Life moves on regardless it’s good or bad.. But it’s up to us to determine it’s a good one or a bad one.. and it’s exactly up to us to decide what future we opt for.. So, be HAPPY!!

She completes my birthday..

Anyway, here, I would like to thank all of my friends and family who had wished me my 20th birthday (Oh gosh.. it’s the beginning of the “2” already..) and if you’d prepared my birthday present, make sure you give it to me the next time you see me ya! Hahaz..

SURPRISED!!

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Yuni’s birthday – Kuching Edition

Before anything, I would like to wish my girlfriend, Yuni, a very happy birthday.. It’s her birthday today but my responsibility to give her a best celebration since she’s in my territory, Kuching..

I’d been planning for this for quite a long time.. but plan didn’t work as I’d planned..

 

Ok.. let’s just say.. I screwed up most of the things.. I’d been planning this for long already.. and this is how it goes..

The first mission is to let her feel very distant from me.. Yeah yeah.. I’d been doing some evil stuffs.. trying to show her that I forgot her birthday and also showing her that I’m keeping myself busy during this Chinese New Year before she comes..

I did pretty well on this very first mission.. In fact, she told me that this plan makes her down a thousand feet.. I guess it’s a taboo to this stuff to someone you love as they love you so much too..

Okay.. second mission is on her birthday eve which was yesterday.. I went out with her together with one of my foster bro to my ex-high school.. Then went for lunch and dropped her back at my house.. and from there.. the hide and seek work began..

I went to buy a cake and kept it in my brother’s fridge.. and I tried getting a present for her.. Went searching everywhere but just couldnt find the right thing for her birthday.. I’m not creative in that field.. So.. in the end.. I found this pen..

Saw the “UNI” word?! Yaya.. I heard “cheapskate” from a distance now.. but hey.. it’s something about her.. It’s part of her name.. Uni.. I told myself I am so going to give her as present.. I know.. It’s not a very expensive pen and it has nothing special about this pen.. but to me.. IT IS! It, at least, has the name “Uni” on it!

Oh ya.. about the ribbon.. I asked my brother to help me tie it.. I’m not good in handicraft and I got sweaty palm the whole day long.. So, to make it easier, I asked my brother to help out.. Thanks to him for helping me out a lot today..

And so after everything.. I kept it behind her and pretended not knowing her birthday.. Until 11++pm, I went to my brother’s house to take the cake with the reason “going out yum cha with a friend”.. and I got back with the reason “he put me aeroplane”..

I didn’t know whether that tricks work on her or not but well.. I still fail in the end..

After back with the cake “hidden” in the fridge, my father and I along with her went for a supper and we came back after 12++am today.. And I still keep my “Happy birthday” wish to her until I bring out the cake for her.. which practically means I’m not the first one to greet her a “Happy birthday” (another failure)..

and so.. upon receiving her cake.. made her wish.. and blew the candle off..

the birthday girl..

Camwhored a while..

 
my mommy and my daddy with her..

me and her.. with my shorts..

and she cuts the cake..

and we went back to our rooms and slept..

~~ The end ~~

okay okay.. I’m just kidding.. of course, I did went to her room and spent some times with her..

.. and that’s where it ends.. she ain’t happy with the surprise.. and the surprise ain’t a surprise to her.. Feel like slamming myself on a door now..

 

P.S.: Sorry dear.. Sorry for not giving you a good birthday celebration or surprise.. and sorry for making you down..

P.S.S.: Wish you a Happy birthday eventhough it might be your worst birthday of all.. I hope that your wish that you made will come true.. :)

P.S.S.S.: I love you..

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Short post: My dear is coming..

Whee!! My dear is coming to Kuching.. Finally!! After about two months not seeing each other physically (only see through webcam), we are going to see each other again tonight..

Gosh.. Can’t wait to fetch her at the airport.. Thinking so much about her reminds me the time we started out each other.. and, of course, watching the video made by her definitely makes it nostalgic!

Well, I’m not going to share the video made by her to me.. but I’ll share a video that we both made together.. entitled.. “Miraculous Love”..

Well, I did some post about the video at here.. but the last time you saw the video has yet to sub..

Due to the noisy surrounding and lousy video we’d made.. I decided to sub the video again.. So that.. those who has lousy soft speaker can also see the subtitle..

So.. here you go..

Miraculous Love - Part 1

Miraculous Love – Part 2

 

Okay.. I know you are going to complain about the quality and everything.. This is my very first time make a short film and editing it.. I guess there’s always rooms for improvement for a rookie, right?!

Do give some comments about the video ya.. Good or bad.. Shoot it all!!

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Happy Chinese “Niu” Year

I know that you’d say “NOT AGAIN?!” I’m pretty sure that a lot of bloggers all around the world had written a post to greet everyone with their warmest wishes for this Chinese New Year..

If you are thinking that I might to something different.. then.. I might have disappoint you.. Oh well.. Guys!! I’m here to wish you all a Happy Chinese New Year Too..

 

Time actually passed kinda fast.. and like I always said.. we’re fighting with the time.. flowing in different direction.. but I guess, it aint all so bad.. Chinese New Year is like “TOMORROW!”.. I mean it really is TOMORROW!

I can’t wait to celebrate this Chinese New Year  in the year of 2009!! Well, basically, I’m going to celebrate this new year.. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.. celebrate from the 1st day of Chinese New Year till “Chap Goh Meh” (15th day of Chinese New Year) without being frustrated for the need of attending for class or anything likewise..

Oh man.. I’m sure I have to treasure this 15 days of Chinese New Year.. There are various of things happening around me lately.. and was not able to update it.. Not forget to mention that I even owe my readers for my December updates..

 

Well, Just to make this a short one.. I hereby wish everyone  新年快乐 (“Happy Chinese New Year”) and 恭喜发财 (“Gong Xi Fa Cai”).. I’m pretty sure the “Cow” will be kinda busy this year.. Everyone will just pop in and out with Happy “Niu (牛)” Year when they do house visiting..

Of course, if you are still at the legal age for “Ang Pao”, I wish you to have more and more “Ang Pao” as legal age pass kinda fast..
And if you are a married couple, wish you have a happily ever after life at all time..
And if you are involved in business, wish you have a smooth and fruitful success ahead.. (Don’t forget my Ang Pao, if you happened to be kinda fruitful this year..)
And if you are still studying, wish you get GOOD results and able to cope with it..
And if you are working, don’t complain too much but to wish you all good and able to get a “raise” from your boss..
And if you are still dreaming, time to wake up, life is short.. live life to the fulless..
And if you know Harry, I sincerely wish everyone a smooth sailing year ahead and not to look back on the things that kept us back.. Time to move on.. It’s time to change!!

Well, guys, if you wanna come my house for house visiting, make sure you buzz me on my phone ya.. You know the number so I won’t post it here anymore..

Last but not least, wish you all 888 HUAT HUAT HUAT FA FA FA this year..

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Bye 2008. Hi 2009.

Whoa.. 2008 is one busy yet lazy year for me.. I think I am kinda useless this year.. I didn't do much.. Nothing outstanding.. Felt like I am a junk of rubbish for the whole year now..

However, few notable things happened this year are definitely meeting new friends virtually and in real-life, bought a lot of shirts to add in to my overflowing wardrobe, won as an iTalentStar country champion, visited Jakarta twice, went to Genting Highlands for more than 5 times, etc..

The most notable things that occurred is I have this wonderful girl by my side (literally) who always supports me and loves me even though I am not that adoring.. Signing 2nd May 2008, we started our relationship.. From "Single and available" turning into "Single yet unavailable" status is definitely one big difference to my life.. I'm not that lone wolf anymore and I have someone who I can lean on whenever I needed to.. I have to make an adjustment for myself as I'd always live like an "unwanted" guy and a lifeless guy who always hug the computer even until bedtime..

Not all relationships are as wonderful as we thought.. Of course, we have to endure all those sour, bitter, spicy or perhaps salty moment of our life together.. All arguments are made necessarily to make both parties to understand each other deeper.. To reach to the bottom line, one has to be passionate and be patient to each other.. Sometimes, arguing makes me feel like I'm in a relationship.. Arguing shows we are concerned with each others words and feelings.. In simple word, we care for each other..

OK.. I guess I should not dwell more about 2008.. It's going to be a new year after today.. and I'm looking forward for this new year.. 2009.. Here I come..

I made a new Wishlist for this new year..

New Wishlist:

1. DSLR Camera (The TuaKi Camera) for capturing precious moment.. for clearer resolution..

2.  Mixer for my iStream Radio, an online radio.. A simple one will do..

3. Erm.. Still don't know what else to ask.. There's 1 and 2, and so there's always 3.. I'll leave this 3rd one on halt until I know what to wish for again.. Teehee~~

 

After making the new wishlist.. Time to make some new hopes for this coming new year..

New Hopes:

1. Everything goes smoothly for my family and I..

Often, there's obstacle ahead us.. I just hope those obstacle ain't that big.. I just hope everything goes well for my family and I..

2. My girlfriend and friends will always be at my side when I needed them..

Sometimes, when we felt lost, we don't really know who to turn to.. I just hope I am not that lost for this coming year..

3. Hope I can make my online radio, iStream Radio, big..

iStream Radio has a long history already.. I just hope that this new year it'll has a brand new fresh start..

Ofcourse, humans are greedy.. There's endless wishes and hopes all around the year.. but trying to make it short.. I made the major 3..

Well, time for another wish and hope..

Hereby, I wish you all a Happy New Year and hope you all does well in everything you all do..

HI HI 2009.. BYE BYE 2008..

New Year.. New Wish.. New Hope..

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History of Harry's mystery

To understand what happened, you must read the previous post first..

So what's behind Harry's mystery?!

It all started when he was studying in Brunei, Chung Ching Primary School.. School life to Harry wasn't as happy as he had in his childhood compared to the time when he went back to Kuching and studied there.. He was bullied since he was at the primary school by an asshole bastard "si gina" another boy.. (I'll refer that fellow as "Mr. JJJ" from here onwards)..

So, basically, Mr. JJJ always bully Harry until Harry wet his pillow after he came back from the miserable school.. As usual, Harry pretended nothing in front of his friends and in front of that Mr. JJJ's face.. (showing how "kiasu" and "si ai bin" he is..) but in fact, deep inside, it hurts a lot to him.. It makes him pointless going to school where that Mr. JJJ is like ruling the class.. That Mr. JJJ's father is actually one of the guy in the school's board (as in someone who got power to do things).. And due to that reason, some of the asshole bastard teachers licked Mr. JJJ's shoe to get good impression to that fellow's father..

As for Harry, that pity kid, his existence in the teachers' eyes is merely nothing but a small little tiny dust.. Luckily, Harry still had his friends behind him, supporting him to move on through those unhappy days.. There are, of course, some other teacher who took notice of Harry's talent and even tried polishing it especially his art teachers (primary 1 one was such an ass but the rest were fine) and computer teacher (she knew Harry was good in computer)..

Harry still remembers that there was once, Mr. JJJ was talking out loud with his best friend in the class and when the teacher asked them to keep quiet, they pointed at Harry who was very very innocent.. Sitting quietly, alone, got scolded by that stupid idiot teacher for nothing.. Taking all blame.. and keeping the hatred deep inside himself.. And just wet the pillow when he got back..

Harry did not try to defense himself at all as he know it's totally futile to do so as Mr. JJJ is like a gold to that teacher while Harry was just a dull gold which was rather unnoticeable..

After staying 10 years in Brunei, Harry finally moved back to Kuching at year 2002 and continue his studies there.. Harry seen the light and approachable when he was in Kuching.. People who revolves around him, noticed him, and even complimented him from times to times.. He began to felt blessed and tried to be strong (spiritually).. Because of Harry's dreadful past, he tried to help a lot of weaklings and even try to lend them his wings and to cover them whenever necessary..

Harry, eventually, got recognized in the school and became the head prefect in the school.. (there were, of course, few to name that hated Harry as well..).. However, Harry's friend in Kuching delighted him from time to time and he made it through successful through his high school year..

Because of the story above, it inspired Harry to stay strong.. and help those who needed a hand.. Looking at people being bullied reminds me of my past.. But heck.. I am not the old me anymore.. I can't help myself to stop helping them especially they were fallen.. I guess, lending a hand, helping them do help them realize that the world is not as dark as they think.. They will, perhaps, be stronger and won't follow the wrong route..

Thanks to that Mr. JJJ, I am not the weakling anymore.. In fact, I had proved that I can do far far better than what I used to be.. But due to that incidence, bad childhood, I kept forgetting things easily.. Perhaps, it's like what people always said, we try to forget what's painful to us.. To let it go..

NOTE: Story had been cut short.. Scare you read till feel asleep.. If you wanna know more, ask more question.. perhaps, I'll answer it in the next post.. or somehow like that..

 

P.S.: There is still a barrier between me and Mr. JJJ if you would like to ask..

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I had finally found myself

All this while, I kept thinking of what makes me what I am right now and even trying to understand myself.. I will always ask around to try understand myself.. but all this while, the answer I got is "Harry is too random.. Hard to understand la.." which of course, got me clueless for finding my true self out..

And officially, by today, 17th November 2008, I found out who I am now.. It's hard to believe that I did it!!

Well, actually, I do think that my mother do understand me a lot though as she is the one who I always make my complains to and she is the one who is always by my side when I am down.. She's very very protective.. Whenever, I'm being bullied, she'll be like saying angrily to me, "Who is the bastard chao kia who bullied my son?" and I will like "Oh my god! Don't go and scold them because of this.. I'm big/old enough already.." (Of course, I scare people will start thinking how weak I am if my mother really does that..)

Ma, if you are reading this, "Kam siah lu.. I LOVE YOU!!" which means "Thank you" in Hokkien.. and of course, my father who always tries to maintain my mother's anger helped a lot.. At least, that stop my mother from defending me in front of others.. My father will say that, "Haiya.. kids matter let them settle themselves la.."

Hehe... Pa, am I right? If you are also reading this, I also wanna say, "Kam siah" to you.. Your son is extremely happy today for being able to understand himself after so long.. and of course, special thanks to Yuni, his girlfriend made him realise that..

and to my dear Yuni, if it wasn't because of the argument, I won't be able to realise myself and I.. Oh.. and don't you guys dare to laugh Harry arguing with his darling.. It's a process of greater bond in a relationship.. If you havent argue/fight with your girlfriend/boyfriend/gayfriend/lesfriend/husband/wife, it's time to do so.. It's the process of understanding each other and throw out the feelings!! If you comment something about my girlfriend, I will delete it permanently and blacklist you and smash you into pieces when I see you.. literally..

Whoa.. Ok.. back to the original topic.. "YAY!! I FOUND MYSELF!!" Many of my friends around me don't really know my background and who I am when I am small.. It may find hard to believe it but that's who I am when I am very very young cute chubby little child.. Even my parents, up till now, may not remember what happened to me back then when I was that lovely kid..

Story to be continued..

Reveal the mystery of Harry in the next post.. So don't miss it and stay tune..

 

P.S.: A lot of expression had been used in the post to show how happy I am..

P.S.S.: When I said no comment about my girlfriend means NO COMMENT about her ya.. If you do, make sure you write good thing about her!!

P.S.S.S: Sorry for "few" emo posts lately.. It's the period.. LOLz.. Harry's period!!

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Meaningful and beautiful sentences

I got this so-called meaningful and beautiful sentences from a forwarded mail which was forwarded by my sister.. (I guess she missed me a lot, I think..)

Nevermind about the small details, but somehow, some of those words do reflect my life and my feeling.. Okay.. I know you are going to say that, "How come this Harry became so Lovely Adoring Passionate romantic or even handsome?"

Well, I am not the romantic type of guys, I believe.. and may not be the guy which the girls prefer.. I mean those romantic guy which you watch from the Taiwan or even Korea Drama Series.. I am just a simple guy.. or should I say blunt?!

It doesn't mean that I am totally insensitive alrite?! Hahaz.. If you come by and tell me that I am cold with my girlfriend, I'll hit you on your nuts or perhaps your lovely face.. Muahahaz.. *evil grins* Well, just to add some spices here la..

Now.. let the message talk to you! Oh.. Good news to all the Bananas out there.. It's translated to English..

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I  am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

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Satisfaction and Appreciation

A lot of time, we'll see these two words appear everywhere, regardless from the email or from speeches..

Satisfaction and Appreciation 

So, what's so great about these two words?! They ain't a big word to most of us, but to certain people, it matters a lot.. To me, both the words played an important role in my life or even in the process of growing up..

I'm not the boy that I'm used to be when I was a kid, and yet, I am not total man yet.. Considering myself as a half man here, things can be distracting and dilemma often occurs in life..

So how does this two words played their role in my life?!

Humans are never SATISFY with whatever things they do or they have.. When you relate it with the "satisfaction", you got the word "appreciation".. Humans "seldom" appreciate with what they have and what others did to them..

Now, problems like this often occur in a family or with friends when they asked from you for more even if you are at your limit.. I certainly think that all of us, humans, have our own limit in anything we do.. Some people were granted  or gifted by their talent at doing their things "well" but that doesn't mean that they can do their things "perfect"..

There's no such things as perfect in this world.. If you think that you are Mr./Mrs./Mdm./It. Perfect, I wont argue further on that.. The point is, no one is perfect in this world.. Each of us has our own weaknesses, depending how showy it is to the others.. Some evil people do take for granted on some other's weaknesses..

I mean, com' on, those above have nothing related to satisfaction/appreciation huh?! I do think that both satisfaction/appreciation bond things up quite well, just that we never realize that, they played an important role on us..

Are you satisfy with yourself?! Your physical look? Your health? Your everything?! If you are saying that you do, you must be lying.. Even for me, I am not quite satisfied with who and what I am right now.. But what to do?! Life goes on.. Why do you have to let all this single bit of details bother you and ruin your life?!

Talking about satisfaction, now, take a moment to think.. Does people around you appreciates you?! Appreciates what you'd done to them, how much you improved yourself just to fit them well?! How about yourself? Do you appreciate them too? Most of the time, we easily forget people good deeds.. We tempt to neglect their strength point and looking at the weaknesses only..

Things like this frequently happen to a newly-married couple.. They started to realize that their dearest one ain't as good as they think.. And they started to point out the weaknesses and forgotten what are they strength point..

Why do we have to be so pessimistic? Why can we just a bit more optimistic? Instead of thinking how bad they are and what their weaknesses are, can't we even think that, perhaps, their weaknesses could be their strength point too?!

We should learn how to appreciate people around us and try to be at least satisfy with them.. When we keep on desiring it, we'll be losing it at no time..

I'm not particular with what the people around me can do for me or even how they look.. They pretty or not, fugly or not, it doesn't matter to me at all.. What matters to me a lot is they appreciate me and have faith with me..

When we are optimistic, it doesn't mean that we careless for them.. Just that, we try to make the world bigger.. Think outside the box instead of trapping our thoughts in a small box.. It doesn't have to be a bad thing to be insensible.. Optimistic tempt to be a bit insensible, but not selfish..

Perhaps, it's time for you to show how much you care for the others and how much you appreciates them.. Instead of desiring more from them, asking more from them, why don't you do more to them?

Like I said all the times, what goes around, comes around.. We do good deeds not to show how good we are, but we appreciate that life is not a game.. There's no reset but GAME OVER.. Why do you expect people to return your "deed" so much that you even forgot that good deeds are actually from the bottom of our heart.. It's about sincerity..

So to all my friend, my love ones, my family.. I do not see you all as something that hold me back in my life.. I really appreciate with you all.. and in fact, I am do not desire much from you all.. However, there's always a limit for everything.. Step over the line means game over for you and me.. I love you all and will always remember of you all (even though I am a forgetful person).. I just hope that. perhaps, it's time for you to do the same thing to me.. It's time for you to change and not only seeing Harry's evolution or changes..

P.S. I LOVE YOU ALL!!

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Short Post: Unsettled

I've finally cleared all my ass assignments and successfully submitting them to all my lecturers.. It was a busy for last week and this week.. and a lot of things had happened.. Check out this and this and you'll know what I mean by "a lot" of things had happened..

However, things felt quite unsettled yet since the day I lost my beloved mobile phone.. Yes! I couldn't deny that I still can't get over with it.. with what happened to my phone.. but it of course, doesn't hold me back from continue my life.. Everything that happened is not coincidence but inevitable..

I still have a lot of things to update in this blog.. About the Halloween, my life (a bit), and also lately the movie screening that I attended last Tuesday..

Me holding the movie tickets with my "not-so-happy" dear..
(she's gotta kill me if she sees this)

Well, if you wanted to know what happened, you should definitely keep checking here out.. I don't wanna hold you back in my blog for any reason.. There were people saying that I blog for money or to attract more unique visitor which also ended up for money reason.. I blog to let people who cared about me to know what happened to me..

Oh, by the way, I am now looking around for the price of Nokia N82 the original set or the AP set.. I can't find a cheaper price for the original set of RM1800++ but I still havent go for the AP set.. IF you have any "kang tao" (literally means business), do let me know..

 

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The day Harry's beloved mobile phone lost

It's been a while I used my Nokia N82.. and I never really introduce my Nokia N82 before.. I guess today is the day.. the memorable day of it..

It has been with me since half year ago.. and yesterday, 3rd November 2008, it is officially declared disappeared from my life.. I guess mistakes do happen all the time..

I got my phone from a talent competition, namely "iTalentStar".. Ever since that time, it has been with me all this while.. until yesterday.. My phone and I went through a lot of places.. taking tonnes of memorable pictures.. went through lots of high and low by TEXT-ing my friends..

The above picture was taken on the day I received my prize from iTalentStar which dated back at 21st April 2008..

It came with bundle of stuffs.. Some of them I used it and some have not.. Never really fully utilize it before.. And of course, these picture was taken using the phone itself N82..

Life changed a lot ever since I had my N82.. Taking clear picture is without a doubt with 5 megapixels some more.. How breathtaking..

The latest happiest moment was at the Nokia Nuffnang Silent Halloween Party..

I still can't accept the fact that my phone has lost now.. I try to take a nap a while ago just now.. and I even dreamt about it.. How pathetic I was.. Since it's lost.. it's GONE!

Nothing is coincidence but inevitable..

How it happened?!

It slipped out from my wide-open pocket from my formal black pants without even realizing it while I was having lunch with my friends at my university, Limkokwing University's plaza at about 1++pm..

The bad thing was.. I didnt realize it's gone until i finish one of my class session at 3++pm.. I tried my very best to search around but it's nowhere to be seen already.. All I can do is to put a little hope.. Pasting notice all around the campus with title "MISSING PHONE"..

To my surprise, there's this lady came to me and talked to me about this phone.. She told me she saw someone took the phone around and ask if it belongs to them.. That fellow who took my phone was an African judging from his appearance by the lady.. She added, "He mentioned that that phone belongs to a China man".. And apparently, I am the "China man" he was referring..

If I could have turn back time, none of this will happen anymore.. I'll have to be extra careful next time..

It's not about how much the phone cost.. as the biggest lost are those memorable pictures and information in my phone..

So guys, one piece of advice for you.. Don't just check the table while you leave the place.. Check your seats as well..

 

To my phone, I wish I could have be a better owner.. I'm sorry my dear phone.. and I'll like to thanks everyone who had gave me a little push and supports to make me move on especially my girlfriend who accompanied me to fight through the tough time.. and put up a smile on my face.. It wont hold me back just because of this things happens..

 

NOTE: I lost all my Nokia Nuffnang Halloween pictures.. To all the Nuffnangers out there, please leave a comment here if you allow me to use you picture with courtesy ofcourse.. I really need to "borrow" pictures everywhere for the Nuffnang Halloween Post now..

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Theory of RM25 for a family

We'd always see in the movie that how people neglected their family over their overwhelming work for the money which, of course, to support their family.. Personally, I do think that I am personally a workaholic.. I understand how someone can work over time for money to support the family and just how a workaholic is..

However, I am not the type that 24/7 WORK WORK WORK.. I know there's someone out there who cares for me.. Actually.. computer itself has pretty much "work" for me to do, even though I am still a university student.. I BLOG, I chat, I play, I manage my online radio company (iStream), I do my assignment and I learn using my computer.. So, try to imagine that now.. How much time could I use just for my computer.. Not to forget, watching MOVIES and ANIMES also part of my computer work..(Sounded more like an excuses ain't it?)

Well, something that is different about me is.. I must work hard for my better future.. I'm still young and still have a long road to walk (if God let me stay on earth longer).. we won't know what's ahead us.. but we can shape the future by start drawing it now..

It's just not the right to neglect your family even though MONEY IS VERY IMPORTANT in this materialistic world.. I do see a lot of similar case like this which normally caused family conflict.. This thing mostly happen to family that are wealthy (or rich in short).. As they got richer and richer, all the excuses given were similar..

"I WORK SO HARD JUST TO MAKE YOU GUYS LIVE WELL, EAT WELL, PLAY WELL"..

Sounds familiar to you?! If your parent are those workaholic type.. show them this story.. Let them know what's more important..

An inspiring story of RM25

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make RM50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow RM25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that RM25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the RM25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

After reading this story, I weep a while.. and I keep telling myself now.. must not OVERDO my work.. We can't buy our family.. but we can always work for money..

Don't let your work OWN you.. but to OWN your work!!

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Animal Abuse

It is quite normal for everyone of us looking at how people abuse the animal.. Some people are just not "HUMAN" or lack of humanity in another word!!

Do you actually believe that there are people who kill animal whenever they like?! There are always cases that people hurt the animal whenever they are stress, sad, depress, etc. In most cases, they are emotionally unstable or some say that they are having mental problem..

Torturing animals won't make you accomplish anything.. They have life too.. Just like we do.. Imagine kicking your own baby to death with your own leg.. How does it feel?! Put yourself in their shoes (literally speaking.. animals don't normally wear shoe..) .. I am sure you don't want to be torture by anyone else..

If you dislike animal, don't hurt them.. They meant no HARM to you if you are not a threat to them..

Well, I personally dislike cats.. They once stole my chicken (for curry cooking) and drag till my house fence.. The chicken gone for waste and I really got pissed off.. However, I didn't kill it or kick it or hit it.. Though they did something wrong, it doesn't mean that they should not be forgiven.. They are just animals.. What do you think huh?! If they are as clever as humans are, we're all be in trouble..

I received a forwarded mail from my friend.. Regarding a cat killer..

NOTE: The pictures below are not suitable for weak heart.. Only scroll down if you are sure that you wanna see how cat are being tortured..

It seemed normal at first..

Seemed more like an animal lover..

 

Things changed from here onward..

Poking into the cat's organ using the high heel?! WTF?!

Even eyeball also come out already..

 

 

After looking at those picture, I can't deny that the cat is so pity even though I dislike their kind.. They don't deserved to be tortured to death like this.. It's not up to you to decide their death..

Don't be angry..
Be loving..
What goes around, comes around..
Ignore them if you dislike them..
It won't be good for either side of party..

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