11 months is coming and..

11 months is coming soon.. Tomorrow will be the 11months of me and my girlfriend being together..

There’s a lot of ups and downs revolving around us.. but we still manage to be together for 11 months.. It’s like a gift to me, everyday, seeing her.. She helped me a lot.. Step by step.. hand in hand.. just like guiding a baby.. She made me understand certain things that I could not understand before..

Sometimes, I got caught up with my own selfishness.. and did not think of how she felt for that moment.. Sometimes, I got caught up with my works.. and did not spend enough time with her.. Sometimes, I made her cry.. and was not able to understand her.. Sometimes, I made her disappointed with me.. and did not try to make myself better..

When I look into her eyes.. I knew she’s in pain.. she’s hurt by me.. but I could not do anything to comfort her as I’m pretty bad in that..

I’m not a guy who express well in real life.. At times, when I’m depressed, I laughed.. At times, when I’m happy, I just smiled.. At times, when I’m angry, I pulled a long face to everyone..

It’s not easy for me to just say “I love you..” and I ain’t good in saying it.. It makes me look like I’m joking when I say that.. Since small, parents never really teach us how to say “Wa Ai Lu” (I love you in Hokkien).. and I can’t imagine if I say that to my brother and sisters, what reaction they will give to me.. They probably going to spank me on my head.. It’s not easy like what you see in those movie where they always say “I love you mum..”

I guess culture does made a difference to different races and individuals..

I’m one who wish one to love me more.. and became an attention seeker.. who ask for nothing much but needing one to understand me much.. and sincerely love me..

It’s not easy to trust someone like me.. when I practically joke 75% in my life.. and used flowery language to everyone.. People usually mistaken I’m gay as when I speak to guys, I used the same language that I used on the girls..

I treat everyone around me equal.. I try not to abandon people and try not to hurt anyone close to me.. ‘cause I know how it feels when someone tried to abandon you and left you in despair..

Someday.. perhaps, someday.. more people could understand me and know who I am..

As for tomorrow, I don’t know what I can do for our 11months.. I’d been like forgetting the monthly anniversary for like.. all the time?! Even now, I remembered that it’ll be our 11months soon, but I am empty headed to think what to do next.. I guess, romance is not on my side..

I guess, I should plan for something next month as it’ll be our one year anniversary already.. but then, again, perhaps I need to ask all around what I can do to cheer her up!

I Love You.. (it’s easy for me to type it out.. ‘cause this is way of me expressing myself..)

This piece is for you my dear.. my love.. my Yuni..

 

P/S: I love you and I miss you..

Read more...

Wonderful birthday with the world

Most of the people in Malaysia celebrated my birthday last Saturday by switching off the light for one hour.. Well, not exactly.. They did it for the 60 Earth Hour campaign but it was just a coincidence that it’s on my birthday too..

Basically, in this campaign, people who participated would switch off their light for one hour from 8.30pm to 9.30pm on the 28th March 2009, which is on my birthday..

I did not actually participated in this event as I was in the shopping mall.. However, our house lights were off before we set off to the shopping mall.. If you asked me whether the shopping mall did their light off for one hour, I’d say YES!

Sunway Pyramid had their light off outside the whole building except few lights which made the pedestrian path visible.. However, inside the mall, it’s not as what you thought.. It’s definitely impossible to make everyone panic in the dark.. Only the unnecessary lights were switched off to support this campaign..

Ok.. Skip the Earth Hour stuffs.. Some claimed it’s useless as the best way to save the earth is to end the open burning and smoking.. (which is quite true..)

Anyway, my birthday.. It’s fantastic, I’d say.. For the past few years, before I came to the university to study, I used to have a big celebration at my home by inviting all my close friends to my birthday bash.. Otherwise, my family will bring me out to buy things that I’d wished for long..

White chocolate cake with some nuts inside..

This year, it’s not a birthday bash, but it’s still a great one to me.. This is the first year to celebrate my 20th birthday with my girlfriend.. Well, I just couldn’t explain how it is a great one to me.. But, I’m delighted on the day itself..

My girlfriend and friends planned an ambush a birthday surprise for me.. and I, somehow, got surprised.. Cause they managed to stay up late for me to return home as I went to watch midnight movie together with my girlfriend before my birthday itself.. Touchy touchy~~ I love ya all~~

1.. 2.. 3.. Make a Wish..

I had once get very disappointed during my birthday due to no surprises and lack of greetings from friends and family, but not anymore because I decided to not expect much from everyone and just to pass my birthday happily.. Unexpectedly, my friends, close or not close, they managed to send their greetings and wishes to me.. Some via phone, some via facebook while some via friendster and some via MSN..

My friends.. *mwah mwah*

I guess, it’s a good thing for us to not expect something too much once in a while.. Life moves on regardless it’s good or bad.. But it’s up to us to determine it’s a good one or a bad one.. and it’s exactly up to us to decide what future we opt for.. So, be HAPPY!!

She completes my birthday..

Anyway, here, I would like to thank all of my friends and family who had wished me my 20th birthday (Oh gosh.. it’s the beginning of the “2” already..) and if you’d prepared my birthday present, make sure you give it to me the next time you see me ya! Hahaz..

SURPRISED!!

Read more...

Random Post: Caterpillar Shot

I like to take pictures since I started blogging few years back.. And beautiful shots often amazed me!

One of a considerably “beautiful” shot of my is this caterpillar shot.. Using my mom’s Olympus 1030SW digital camera.. Played a bit with the focusing.. Well, of course the result is not as good as DSLR but, at the very least, it still did a fair work on the auto focusing..

This caterpillar is freaking small and kept moving.. It took me quite some times to really just focus on the caterpillar using Auto-focus and snap it!

How do you think of this picture?!

It’s cropped, anyway, to let you see the caterpillar a clearer view..

Read more...

Random post: Interesting Condom Packaging

Do you ever think of any interesting condom packaging?

Think how good or bad one might be? Or perhaps a funky one would be better for you?

Think again.. What else can you do with a condom packaging which is, of course, eye catchy yet meaningful?

If you got all those sort of idea.. Keep at it.. Take a look at this picture and you shall be inspired by the packaging..

Interesting heh?! It’s vital for those who took up industrial packaging course as this might inspire them for better packaging in the future..

Read more...

My Personality Test

1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
2. Take the Personality Quiz

---
The result of mine:
Pink word – The test result
Orange word – My verdict
---

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

Well, perhaps, at most time i am down to earth (i think.. well that's up to ppl to judge me though).. but seriously, I'm the type which is kinda straightforward.. Like it or not, I might even tell straight to your face that I dislike your this and that.. I dont like beating around the bush just to tell you what I'm thinking of you.. Efficient problem solver?? Me donno.. Perhaps I am.. So what say you?

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

-With this.. Pretty much true (I think).. and yes... I don't always judge a book by its cover.. (only occasionally.. teehee~~)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

-Ofcoz la! Why the hell would you think that I will commit into a relationship with a stranger?! Who knows, she might turn out to have a "batang" one.. *eeks.. scary*

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

-Uhmz.. I dont know much about this.. but I dont really think I'm the flirty type.. I only talk better with people whom I know longer.. But well, some times, I might meet someone that "clicks" together with me.. That's kinda hard to find.. but I found some.. :)

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

-Education?! Haiyo! Nowadays ha.. Education is more related to that cheap piece of paper (certificate).. Ofcoz, I like to learn more things.. but academic wise?! I do think it's for the sake of paper (and sake of living as well)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

-Yes.. I'm very practical.. but I'm not choosy at work.. I do think there's always a new thing to learn in every field..

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

-Couldnt deny the fact that I'm kinda "kiasu" (scare to lose).. but failure to me is like lessons/advices which build a stronger me..

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

-Hm.. no comment on this..

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

-unpredictable is a good word.. I think I get that word often from people around me when I ask them to describe me.. but hor.. OCEAN change QUICKLY one meh?! I prefer to relate myself to WEATHER!

---

Some of you might had seen this in my facebook as I posted this in my facebook note a while ago.. But some of you might not..

Ok.. whats more about me?! Your turn to tell me who I am.

Read more...