11 months is coming and..

11 months is coming soon.. Tomorrow will be the 11months of me and my girlfriend being together..

There’s a lot of ups and downs revolving around us.. but we still manage to be together for 11 months.. It’s like a gift to me, everyday, seeing her.. She helped me a lot.. Step by step.. hand in hand.. just like guiding a baby.. She made me understand certain things that I could not understand before..

Sometimes, I got caught up with my own selfishness.. and did not think of how she felt for that moment.. Sometimes, I got caught up with my works.. and did not spend enough time with her.. Sometimes, I made her cry.. and was not able to understand her.. Sometimes, I made her disappointed with me.. and did not try to make myself better..

When I look into her eyes.. I knew she’s in pain.. she’s hurt by me.. but I could not do anything to comfort her as I’m pretty bad in that..

I’m not a guy who express well in real life.. At times, when I’m depressed, I laughed.. At times, when I’m happy, I just smiled.. At times, when I’m angry, I pulled a long face to everyone..

It’s not easy for me to just say “I love you..” and I ain’t good in saying it.. It makes me look like I’m joking when I say that.. Since small, parents never really teach us how to say “Wa Ai Lu” (I love you in Hokkien).. and I can’t imagine if I say that to my brother and sisters, what reaction they will give to me.. They probably going to spank me on my head.. It’s not easy like what you see in those movie where they always say “I love you mum..”

I guess culture does made a difference to different races and individuals..

I’m one who wish one to love me more.. and became an attention seeker.. who ask for nothing much but needing one to understand me much.. and sincerely love me..

It’s not easy to trust someone like me.. when I practically joke 75% in my life.. and used flowery language to everyone.. People usually mistaken I’m gay as when I speak to guys, I used the same language that I used on the girls..

I treat everyone around me equal.. I try not to abandon people and try not to hurt anyone close to me.. ‘cause I know how it feels when someone tried to abandon you and left you in despair..

Someday.. perhaps, someday.. more people could understand me and know who I am..

As for tomorrow, I don’t know what I can do for our 11months.. I’d been like forgetting the monthly anniversary for like.. all the time?! Even now, I remembered that it’ll be our 11months soon, but I am empty headed to think what to do next.. I guess, romance is not on my side..

I guess, I should plan for something next month as it’ll be our one year anniversary already.. but then, again, perhaps I need to ask all around what I can do to cheer her up!

I Love You.. (it’s easy for me to type it out.. ‘cause this is way of me expressing myself..)

This piece is for you my dear.. my love.. my Yuni..

 

P/S: I love you and I miss you..

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Wonderful birthday with the world

Most of the people in Malaysia celebrated my birthday last Saturday by switching off the light for one hour.. Well, not exactly.. They did it for the 60 Earth Hour campaign but it was just a coincidence that it’s on my birthday too..

Basically, in this campaign, people who participated would switch off their light for one hour from 8.30pm to 9.30pm on the 28th March 2009, which is on my birthday..

I did not actually participated in this event as I was in the shopping mall.. However, our house lights were off before we set off to the shopping mall.. If you asked me whether the shopping mall did their light off for one hour, I’d say YES!

Sunway Pyramid had their light off outside the whole building except few lights which made the pedestrian path visible.. However, inside the mall, it’s not as what you thought.. It’s definitely impossible to make everyone panic in the dark.. Only the unnecessary lights were switched off to support this campaign..

Ok.. Skip the Earth Hour stuffs.. Some claimed it’s useless as the best way to save the earth is to end the open burning and smoking.. (which is quite true..)

Anyway, my birthday.. It’s fantastic, I’d say.. For the past few years, before I came to the university to study, I used to have a big celebration at my home by inviting all my close friends to my birthday bash.. Otherwise, my family will bring me out to buy things that I’d wished for long..

White chocolate cake with some nuts inside..

This year, it’s not a birthday bash, but it’s still a great one to me.. This is the first year to celebrate my 20th birthday with my girlfriend.. Well, I just couldn’t explain how it is a great one to me.. But, I’m delighted on the day itself..

My girlfriend and friends planned an ambush a birthday surprise for me.. and I, somehow, got surprised.. Cause they managed to stay up late for me to return home as I went to watch midnight movie together with my girlfriend before my birthday itself.. Touchy touchy~~ I love ya all~~

1.. 2.. 3.. Make a Wish..

I had once get very disappointed during my birthday due to no surprises and lack of greetings from friends and family, but not anymore because I decided to not expect much from everyone and just to pass my birthday happily.. Unexpectedly, my friends, close or not close, they managed to send their greetings and wishes to me.. Some via phone, some via facebook while some via friendster and some via MSN..

My friends.. *mwah mwah*

I guess, it’s a good thing for us to not expect something too much once in a while.. Life moves on regardless it’s good or bad.. But it’s up to us to determine it’s a good one or a bad one.. and it’s exactly up to us to decide what future we opt for.. So, be HAPPY!!

She completes my birthday..

Anyway, here, I would like to thank all of my friends and family who had wished me my 20th birthday (Oh gosh.. it’s the beginning of the “2” already..) and if you’d prepared my birthday present, make sure you give it to me the next time you see me ya! Hahaz..

SURPRISED!!

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Yuni’s birthday – Kuching Edition

Before anything, I would like to wish my girlfriend, Yuni, a very happy birthday.. It’s her birthday today but my responsibility to give her a best celebration since she’s in my territory, Kuching..

I’d been planning for this for quite a long time.. but plan didn’t work as I’d planned..

 

Ok.. let’s just say.. I screwed up most of the things.. I’d been planning this for long already.. and this is how it goes..

The first mission is to let her feel very distant from me.. Yeah yeah.. I’d been doing some evil stuffs.. trying to show her that I forgot her birthday and also showing her that I’m keeping myself busy during this Chinese New Year before she comes..

I did pretty well on this very first mission.. In fact, she told me that this plan makes her down a thousand feet.. I guess it’s a taboo to this stuff to someone you love as they love you so much too..

Okay.. second mission is on her birthday eve which was yesterday.. I went out with her together with one of my foster bro to my ex-high school.. Then went for lunch and dropped her back at my house.. and from there.. the hide and seek work began..

I went to buy a cake and kept it in my brother’s fridge.. and I tried getting a present for her.. Went searching everywhere but just couldnt find the right thing for her birthday.. I’m not creative in that field.. So.. in the end.. I found this pen..

Saw the “UNI” word?! Yaya.. I heard “cheapskate” from a distance now.. but hey.. it’s something about her.. It’s part of her name.. Uni.. I told myself I am so going to give her as present.. I know.. It’s not a very expensive pen and it has nothing special about this pen.. but to me.. IT IS! It, at least, has the name “Uni” on it!

Oh ya.. about the ribbon.. I asked my brother to help me tie it.. I’m not good in handicraft and I got sweaty palm the whole day long.. So, to make it easier, I asked my brother to help out.. Thanks to him for helping me out a lot today..

And so after everything.. I kept it behind her and pretended not knowing her birthday.. Until 11++pm, I went to my brother’s house to take the cake with the reason “going out yum cha with a friend”.. and I got back with the reason “he put me aeroplane”..

I didn’t know whether that tricks work on her or not but well.. I still fail in the end..

After back with the cake “hidden” in the fridge, my father and I along with her went for a supper and we came back after 12++am today.. And I still keep my “Happy birthday” wish to her until I bring out the cake for her.. which practically means I’m not the first one to greet her a “Happy birthday” (another failure)..

and so.. upon receiving her cake.. made her wish.. and blew the candle off..

the birthday girl..

Camwhored a while..

 
my mommy and my daddy with her..

me and her.. with my shorts..

and she cuts the cake..

and we went back to our rooms and slept..

~~ The end ~~

okay okay.. I’m just kidding.. of course, I did went to her room and spent some times with her..

.. and that’s where it ends.. she ain’t happy with the surprise.. and the surprise ain’t a surprise to her.. Feel like slamming myself on a door now..

 

P.S.: Sorry dear.. Sorry for not giving you a good birthday celebration or surprise.. and sorry for making you down..

P.S.S.: Wish you a Happy birthday eventhough it might be your worst birthday of all.. I hope that your wish that you made will come true.. :)

P.S.S.S.: I love you..

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Happy Chinese “Niu” Year

I know that you’d say “NOT AGAIN?!” I’m pretty sure that a lot of bloggers all around the world had written a post to greet everyone with their warmest wishes for this Chinese New Year..

If you are thinking that I might to something different.. then.. I might have disappoint you.. Oh well.. Guys!! I’m here to wish you all a Happy Chinese New Year Too..

 

Time actually passed kinda fast.. and like I always said.. we’re fighting with the time.. flowing in different direction.. but I guess, it aint all so bad.. Chinese New Year is like “TOMORROW!”.. I mean it really is TOMORROW!

I can’t wait to celebrate this Chinese New Year  in the year of 2009!! Well, basically, I’m going to celebrate this new year.. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.. celebrate from the 1st day of Chinese New Year till “Chap Goh Meh” (15th day of Chinese New Year) without being frustrated for the need of attending for class or anything likewise..

Oh man.. I’m sure I have to treasure this 15 days of Chinese New Year.. There are various of things happening around me lately.. and was not able to update it.. Not forget to mention that I even owe my readers for my December updates..

 

Well, Just to make this a short one.. I hereby wish everyone  新年快乐 (“Happy Chinese New Year”) and 恭喜发财 (“Gong Xi Fa Cai”).. I’m pretty sure the “Cow” will be kinda busy this year.. Everyone will just pop in and out with Happy “Niu (牛)” Year when they do house visiting..

Of course, if you are still at the legal age for “Ang Pao”, I wish you to have more and more “Ang Pao” as legal age pass kinda fast..
And if you are a married couple, wish you have a happily ever after life at all time..
And if you are involved in business, wish you have a smooth and fruitful success ahead.. (Don’t forget my Ang Pao, if you happened to be kinda fruitful this year..)
And if you are still studying, wish you get GOOD results and able to cope with it..
And if you are working, don’t complain too much but to wish you all good and able to get a “raise” from your boss..
And if you are still dreaming, time to wake up, life is short.. live life to the fulless..
And if you know Harry, I sincerely wish everyone a smooth sailing year ahead and not to look back on the things that kept us back.. Time to move on.. It’s time to change!!

Well, guys, if you wanna come my house for house visiting, make sure you buzz me on my phone ya.. You know the number so I won’t post it here anymore..

Last but not least, wish you all 888 HUAT HUAT HUAT FA FA FA this year..

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Bye 2008. Hi 2009.

Whoa.. 2008 is one busy yet lazy year for me.. I think I am kinda useless this year.. I didn't do much.. Nothing outstanding.. Felt like I am a junk of rubbish for the whole year now..

However, few notable things happened this year are definitely meeting new friends virtually and in real-life, bought a lot of shirts to add in to my overflowing wardrobe, won as an iTalentStar country champion, visited Jakarta twice, went to Genting Highlands for more than 5 times, etc..

The most notable things that occurred is I have this wonderful girl by my side (literally) who always supports me and loves me even though I am not that adoring.. Signing 2nd May 2008, we started our relationship.. From "Single and available" turning into "Single yet unavailable" status is definitely one big difference to my life.. I'm not that lone wolf anymore and I have someone who I can lean on whenever I needed to.. I have to make an adjustment for myself as I'd always live like an "unwanted" guy and a lifeless guy who always hug the computer even until bedtime..

Not all relationships are as wonderful as we thought.. Of course, we have to endure all those sour, bitter, spicy or perhaps salty moment of our life together.. All arguments are made necessarily to make both parties to understand each other deeper.. To reach to the bottom line, one has to be passionate and be patient to each other.. Sometimes, arguing makes me feel like I'm in a relationship.. Arguing shows we are concerned with each others words and feelings.. In simple word, we care for each other..

OK.. I guess I should not dwell more about 2008.. It's going to be a new year after today.. and I'm looking forward for this new year.. 2009.. Here I come..

I made a new Wishlist for this new year..

New Wishlist:

1. DSLR Camera (The TuaKi Camera) for capturing precious moment.. for clearer resolution..

2.  Mixer for my iStream Radio, an online radio.. A simple one will do..

3. Erm.. Still don't know what else to ask.. There's 1 and 2, and so there's always 3.. I'll leave this 3rd one on halt until I know what to wish for again.. Teehee~~

 

After making the new wishlist.. Time to make some new hopes for this coming new year..

New Hopes:

1. Everything goes smoothly for my family and I..

Often, there's obstacle ahead us.. I just hope those obstacle ain't that big.. I just hope everything goes well for my family and I..

2. My girlfriend and friends will always be at my side when I needed them..

Sometimes, when we felt lost, we don't really know who to turn to.. I just hope I am not that lost for this coming year..

3. Hope I can make my online radio, iStream Radio, big..

iStream Radio has a long history already.. I just hope that this new year it'll has a brand new fresh start..

Ofcourse, humans are greedy.. There's endless wishes and hopes all around the year.. but trying to make it short.. I made the major 3..

Well, time for another wish and hope..

Hereby, I wish you all a Happy New Year and hope you all does well in everything you all do..

HI HI 2009.. BYE BYE 2008..

New Year.. New Wish.. New Hope..

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Specially for you

Jeffrey, I knew you have long waited for the story.. But this is what I can come up with so far..

I have all the plotting in my head already.. I just need time to continue my plotting.. As usual.. I am a busy man (excuses.. haha..)

I'll try my best to compile my story during this holiday.. so please be patient ya.. :)

I hope you'll comment about the story so I can amend the story to better quality.. I didnt really do proof reading yet.. I'll have you to do so..

Thank you for supporting..

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