Sharing is Caring

I received this email which touched my heart and even tickles my heart as I laughed my heart out in the end.. Wonder why is this forwarded mail so powerful that it moves and tickles my heart?!

READ IT and FINISH IT from top to the bottom of the story to get the whole picture..

The sharing of marriage...
The old man placed an order for one hamburger, French fries and a drink.

He unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half, placing one half in front of his wife.

He then carefully counted out the French fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife.

He took a sip of the drink, his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them . As he began to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them were looking over and whispering.

Obviously they were thinking, 'That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal for the two of them.'

As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table and politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said, they were just fine - they were used to sharing everything

People closer to the table noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She sat there watching her husband eat and occasionally taking turns sipping the drink. 

Again, the young man came over and begged them to let him buy another meal for them. This time the old woman said 'No, thank you, we are used to sharing everything.'

Finally, as the old man finished and was wiping his face neatly with the napkin, the young man again came over to the little old lady who had yet to eat a single bite of food and asked 'What is it you are waiting for?'

..and she answered..

*DONT SPANK ME FOR THIS!*

Highlight to see what she answered..

 

 

 

 

 

.. 'THE TEETH!!'

*I ALSO A VICTIM OF THIS.. I LAUGH MY SH*T OUT!!*

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Blog Of Life – Twilight Edition

You may had noticed the change of the blog header and also I had updated my post since few days back.. Been busy with assignments and so on.. (Last minute work as usual..)

Anyway, some of you might ask me why “Twilight”?! Why not any other edition?!

(Blog header on the top of the page..)

It took me quite some times to actually think about the new theme for this blog.. Last time, it was just “Blog Of Life” with the theme that reflects our life as a storybook and everyday in our life is written in it..

This time, I came up with this Twilight Edition, mainly to reflect another part of myself which I don’t normally show it in the blog.. Perhaps, if you read back my blog, I’d been trying to write something in positive approach and only little bit of negative thoughts..

Speaking of which, it’s time for me to get more personal with my readers and show the mysterious part of Harry.. And, of course,  you might notice the picture on the right of the header..

 
(The twilight reflections..)

This picture came with a concept which I’m looking the mirror and reflecting myself in multiple ways (multiple mirrors).. Mirror has always been like a twilight zone to me since I fantasized a lot last time..I’d even written a story about the twilight zone which connects the underworld with our real world..

The thing is.. there are actually times that we feel like expressing ourselves and we could not find a right way of expressing it.. This very place, will be the place where I spill my feelings and emotions with things that revolve around me..

So, how do you think about this theme?! Like it or thumbs down?

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It’s been long..

That I haven’t seen your face.. I’m tryna be strong.. *and the music continues..*

(Akon’s very first album cover)

Well, that’s the beginning of the song, Right Now (Na Na Na) from Akon anyway.. I know it’s been like ages since my last update in this blog.. It’s like tons of my readers been asking me what happened to me and this and that..

Well, I should say I took a short break from the blogosphere and officially announce that I’m back in action again.. This time, it’ll be more personal and more mysterious than ever.. *Refer to the new header above.. Cool eh?!* I’ll introduce about that in my upcoming post so stay tune for that..

So, time to answer my question to my readers who had been wondering, whether or not, I’m still alive.. Well, I pretty much alive here.. See, you are already reading this till here.. I know, I know, you’ll most probably start “sweating” there and keep cursing me for my crap.. Ain’t you glad that I’m back?!

 
(Picture from 2 months ago.. Didn’t take much after stop blogging..)

Actually, I took a break in blogosphere, thinking that it took out big portion of my time everyday to come here, updating the post, checking out the comments and everything else..  Due to that reason, I’d a bit problem in managing my time with my girlfriend as well.. Imagine I’m locking myself in the room even at the weekends for blogging.. IMAGINE THAT!

(Have you watched this movie yet?)

Oh.. Which actually reminds me that tomorrow it’s the exact 16months that we’ve been together.. *winks* Well, hope everything goes smoothly lah, ya..

I’d this thing going on in the online radio field which needs me to run and drive it.. I’m like the root of it.. Without it, all those long history I had with it will vanish together with it and gone to waste.. I’d introduced my this online radio before long ago, but just to freshen up the memory again.. It’s called iStream Radio Network which basically based in Malaysia and to share all the hits or music to all the music lovers out there.. We had a little bit plan here and there but I’ll update you guys when it’s all good.. It’s a long term project, so it takes time..

Of course, apart from using up my time on this radio, I have my university stuffs to do as well.. Pretty much those exams and some assignments.. It’s all good at this moment, if you asked..

(Taken two weeks back..)

There’s tons more to talk about but I’m sure you’ll fall asleep before the real things even begin.. I’ll save the rest in all those upcoming blogs.. So,prepare yourself with a pillow before coming here alright?!

Missed you guys soooo much..

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11 months is coming and..

11 months is coming soon.. Tomorrow will be the 11months of me and my girlfriend being together..

There’s a lot of ups and downs revolving around us.. but we still manage to be together for 11 months.. It’s like a gift to me, everyday, seeing her.. She helped me a lot.. Step by step.. hand in hand.. just like guiding a baby.. She made me understand certain things that I could not understand before..

Sometimes, I got caught up with my own selfishness.. and did not think of how she felt for that moment.. Sometimes, I got caught up with my works.. and did not spend enough time with her.. Sometimes, I made her cry.. and was not able to understand her.. Sometimes, I made her disappointed with me.. and did not try to make myself better..

When I look into her eyes.. I knew she’s in pain.. she’s hurt by me.. but I could not do anything to comfort her as I’m pretty bad in that..

I’m not a guy who express well in real life.. At times, when I’m depressed, I laughed.. At times, when I’m happy, I just smiled.. At times, when I’m angry, I pulled a long face to everyone..

It’s not easy for me to just say “I love you..” and I ain’t good in saying it.. It makes me look like I’m joking when I say that.. Since small, parents never really teach us how to say “Wa Ai Lu” (I love you in Hokkien).. and I can’t imagine if I say that to my brother and sisters, what reaction they will give to me.. They probably going to spank me on my head.. It’s not easy like what you see in those movie where they always say “I love you mum..”

I guess culture does made a difference to different races and individuals..

I’m one who wish one to love me more.. and became an attention seeker.. who ask for nothing much but needing one to understand me much.. and sincerely love me..

It’s not easy to trust someone like me.. when I practically joke 75% in my life.. and used flowery language to everyone.. People usually mistaken I’m gay as when I speak to guys, I used the same language that I used on the girls..

I treat everyone around me equal.. I try not to abandon people and try not to hurt anyone close to me.. ‘cause I know how it feels when someone tried to abandon you and left you in despair..

Someday.. perhaps, someday.. more people could understand me and know who I am..

As for tomorrow, I don’t know what I can do for our 11months.. I’d been like forgetting the monthly anniversary for like.. all the time?! Even now, I remembered that it’ll be our 11months soon, but I am empty headed to think what to do next.. I guess, romance is not on my side..

I guess, I should plan for something next month as it’ll be our one year anniversary already.. but then, again, perhaps I need to ask all around what I can do to cheer her up!

I Love You.. (it’s easy for me to type it out.. ‘cause this is way of me expressing myself..)

This piece is for you my dear.. my love.. my Yuni..

 

P/S: I love you and I miss you..

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My Personality Test

1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
2. Take the Personality Quiz

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The result of mine:
Pink word – The test result
Orange word – My verdict
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Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

Well, perhaps, at most time i am down to earth (i think.. well that's up to ppl to judge me though).. but seriously, I'm the type which is kinda straightforward.. Like it or not, I might even tell straight to your face that I dislike your this and that.. I dont like beating around the bush just to tell you what I'm thinking of you.. Efficient problem solver?? Me donno.. Perhaps I am.. So what say you?

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

-With this.. Pretty much true (I think).. and yes... I don't always judge a book by its cover.. (only occasionally.. teehee~~)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

-Ofcoz la! Why the hell would you think that I will commit into a relationship with a stranger?! Who knows, she might turn out to have a "batang" one.. *eeks.. scary*

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

-Uhmz.. I dont know much about this.. but I dont really think I'm the flirty type.. I only talk better with people whom I know longer.. But well, some times, I might meet someone that "clicks" together with me.. That's kinda hard to find.. but I found some.. :)

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

-Education?! Haiyo! Nowadays ha.. Education is more related to that cheap piece of paper (certificate).. Ofcoz, I like to learn more things.. but academic wise?! I do think it's for the sake of paper (and sake of living as well)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

-Yes.. I'm very practical.. but I'm not choosy at work.. I do think there's always a new thing to learn in every field..

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

-Couldnt deny the fact that I'm kinda "kiasu" (scare to lose).. but failure to me is like lessons/advices which build a stronger me..

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

-Hm.. no comment on this..

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

-unpredictable is a good word.. I think I get that word often from people around me when I ask them to describe me.. but hor.. OCEAN change QUICKLY one meh?! I prefer to relate myself to WEATHER!

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Some of you might had seen this in my facebook as I posted this in my facebook note a while ago.. But some of you might not..

Ok.. whats more about me?! Your turn to tell me who I am.

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TIPS: How to Stay Young

Often, we get question like “How old are you already?!”.. Some people will just get irritated by the people who asked about the age.. Not trying to bias, but the majority would be the female.. As I always say, woman is usually more sensitive to number than man.. from money to weight and to age..

What do you see from this picture? Young or Old lady? Just a brain-teaser picture..

However, I do hear some positive remark from way people answer the question.. Instead of saying, “I’m 34 years old this year..”, he or she will say, “I’m still 34 years young and fit..”

Age is just a number.. Think it that way and I believe we could get young.. However, often as it may seem, we usually treat our age as something that may be a hindrance to us.. Well, of course, problem occurs only when we reach 30 and above..

Usually, when we are young, especially when we were a kid or a teen, we keep wishing that we will reach the age of 18 or 21 as soon as possible and wishing time would pass faster.. It some how became a disastrous matter when reaching 30-an..

 
(source: www.thecinemasource.com)

If we are able to cope with our age and let the age be just number.. Perhaps we can still look young and fit when reaching a really “mature” level.. Look at Pierce Brosnan (our former famous “James Bond”), regardless how old, he is always looking young and fit.. Agree? No?!

Well, now get into the main point.. I receive this tips or theory of staying young.. And I found it quite logical and helpful, and wanted to share this to all of you..

THEORY OF STAYING YOUNG

1. Throw out nonessential numbers.
This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay "them."

2. Keep only cheerful friends.
The grouches pull you down.

3. Keep learning.
Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop."
And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.

6. The tears happen..
Endure, grieve, and move on.
The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves.
Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love, whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health:
If it is good, preserve it.
If it is unstable, improve it.
If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don't take guilt trips.
Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them , at every opportunity.

STAY YOUNG!!

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Yuni’s birthday – Kuching Edition

Before anything, I would like to wish my girlfriend, Yuni, a very happy birthday.. It’s her birthday today but my responsibility to give her a best celebration since she’s in my territory, Kuching..

I’d been planning for this for quite a long time.. but plan didn’t work as I’d planned..

 

Ok.. let’s just say.. I screwed up most of the things.. I’d been planning this for long already.. and this is how it goes..

The first mission is to let her feel very distant from me.. Yeah yeah.. I’d been doing some evil stuffs.. trying to show her that I forgot her birthday and also showing her that I’m keeping myself busy during this Chinese New Year before she comes..

I did pretty well on this very first mission.. In fact, she told me that this plan makes her down a thousand feet.. I guess it’s a taboo to this stuff to someone you love as they love you so much too..

Okay.. second mission is on her birthday eve which was yesterday.. I went out with her together with one of my foster bro to my ex-high school.. Then went for lunch and dropped her back at my house.. and from there.. the hide and seek work began..

I went to buy a cake and kept it in my brother’s fridge.. and I tried getting a present for her.. Went searching everywhere but just couldnt find the right thing for her birthday.. I’m not creative in that field.. So.. in the end.. I found this pen..

Saw the “UNI” word?! Yaya.. I heard “cheapskate” from a distance now.. but hey.. it’s something about her.. It’s part of her name.. Uni.. I told myself I am so going to give her as present.. I know.. It’s not a very expensive pen and it has nothing special about this pen.. but to me.. IT IS! It, at least, has the name “Uni” on it!

Oh ya.. about the ribbon.. I asked my brother to help me tie it.. I’m not good in handicraft and I got sweaty palm the whole day long.. So, to make it easier, I asked my brother to help out.. Thanks to him for helping me out a lot today..

And so after everything.. I kept it behind her and pretended not knowing her birthday.. Until 11++pm, I went to my brother’s house to take the cake with the reason “going out yum cha with a friend”.. and I got back with the reason “he put me aeroplane”..

I didn’t know whether that tricks work on her or not but well.. I still fail in the end..

After back with the cake “hidden” in the fridge, my father and I along with her went for a supper and we came back after 12++am today.. And I still keep my “Happy birthday” wish to her until I bring out the cake for her.. which practically means I’m not the first one to greet her a “Happy birthday” (another failure)..

and so.. upon receiving her cake.. made her wish.. and blew the candle off..

the birthday girl..

Camwhored a while..

 
my mommy and my daddy with her..

me and her.. with my shorts..

and she cuts the cake..

and we went back to our rooms and slept..

~~ The end ~~

okay okay.. I’m just kidding.. of course, I did went to her room and spent some times with her..

.. and that’s where it ends.. she ain’t happy with the surprise.. and the surprise ain’t a surprise to her.. Feel like slamming myself on a door now..

 

P.S.: Sorry dear.. Sorry for not giving you a good birthday celebration or surprise.. and sorry for making you down..

P.S.S.: Wish you a Happy birthday eventhough it might be your worst birthday of all.. I hope that your wish that you made will come true.. :)

P.S.S.S.: I love you..

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Things we learn from ants

All this while, ants appear to be very tiny in our world.. But what's in their world, we won't know.. We saw how animation had portray their lives like what we saw at "AntZ" and "The bug's life", and how discovery told us about their life..

 
(Source: http://www.dphotojournal.com/)

Such a tiny life.. We often think that they are very irritating and disturbing.. Especially you saw your lovely foods being owned by them.. But what can we actually learn from them?!

They march in a troop.. They in a troop.. They are loyal to the queen.. and Most importantly, they are very co-operative.. Team work is what I should say.. Why human can't be as much co-operative as they do huh?! I wonder.. Hmm..

Picture above was taken by me few days back.. I almost stepped on them when they were busy doing their work.. Carrying the midget..

Ya.. I know.. Some of you may say they looked disgusting..

But why wouldn't I stop them?!

Simple reason is.. I hate the creature they were carrying..

The rubbish bin worm.. That's the midget that I'd mentioned.. I just let them to the work.. cleaning all those rubbish bin worm for us..

Don't even start how these worms were on the floor.. I wouldn't want to imagine it..

Oh.. One proud thing about this picture.. I am so glad my phone N82 can take such a nice macro mode of picture... Looks clear enough to see the ants and the worm..

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Past Busy Week Update

For those who had been wondering why this Harry had slowed down the process of posting more post of him himself and other eye candies or interesting stuffs.. Well, simple excuses for me will be I had a busy week..

I was in the midst of exam as most of you had knew it last week and I am glad it's finally over now.. I'm having my semester break now for 3 months!!! And I will only be going back to KL after Chinese New Year.. Now that's what I call a VACATION!!

Anyway, after my last piece of paper on last Friday, I took a night flight on the same day itself back to Kuching together with my cousin.. It was a rushing day and that last paper was kinda tough compared to all other papers I took.. Well, people used to say, "Save the best for the last" does not really apply here.. It's like freaking tough and it's a paper on "ENGLISH".. I guess my English ain't that good huh?

Skip those fussy exam stuffs since talking about it just makes me feel stress again.. Well, I had a great weekend hanging out with my auntie and, my lovely and adorable cousin after coming back to Kuching.. Well, I should say I took a time-out for myself and went really on "holiday" mode or some say "lazy" mode..

We had a nice family dinner..

My sister on the left and my cousins with my auntie in purple..

My parents with my nephew.. (My father busy on the phone.. Not his pose ok?)

While at it, I camwhore along as well.. This is me and my niece.. She's like glue to me.. and I think that auntie behind me wanna be in the picture along as well, no?

And then we makan~~~ makan~~~ *no picture* Hungry and just eat it right away when it's served..

 

And had a group photo.. Notice the newcomers?! That's my second sister with her hubby and her baby boy, my another nephew.. Don't complain how dirty and messy the table is.. That's what happen when table is too small for such a "big" family..

After my auntie and cousins flew back to Miri, all my busy days left were actually baby sitting.. I am proud of it!! Well, reason is not many likes to take care of babies.. Simply frustrating and irritating with babies around.. But, hey, there are lots of happy moments with them too..

Let me show you how adorable they are like me..

Alycia Phang.. My niece.. The first grandchild of my parents.. Born in Malaysia.. 2 years old ++ this year.. Owned by my eldest sister.. My glue.. Likes to cry but make me sayang her very much..

Alwyn Phang.. My nephew.. The second grandchild of my parents.. Born in Malaysia also.. 1 year old ++ this year.. Also owned by my eldest sister.. Likes to act cute but doesn't want people to hug him or touch him..

Lee Zhi Qin.. My another nephew.. The third grandchild of my parents.. Also born in Malaysia.. 1 year old ++ this year.. Younger than Alwyn by 1 month++.. Owned by my second sister.. He can sing "Twinkle twinkle little star" a little bit.. Impressive.. Code name: Pooh!

Another funny incident happened yesterday.. I was doing my shopping with my baby niece at "The Spring" mall (most classy mall in Kuching, up-to-date) and then went to Big Apple to buy doughnuts.. Before paying the doughnuts, my baby niece rushed me to go to the toilet 'cause she needed to pee.. EMERGENCY!! So, I dropped my shopped things on the counter and told the cashier staff that I'll be back to pay for it later and take my things along..

And so I did.. went to the toilet.. and met my sister's friend, Eric in the toilet cleaning his son's butt 'cause his son shitted (duh?~!).. Such a coincidence meeting in the toilet.. He invited me to join along his wife, Erin's birthday cake eating session.. It was Erin's birthday and it was really an unplanned trip to join them along.. So, I brought Alycia along with me to join them to eat the cake..

Look at her busy eating.. and the lil kid next to me is Ranfred Renfred(didn't know how to spell his name correctly..)

Also, saw another baby boy..

 

Ranfred's Renfred's younger brother.. Rowene..

The happy couple.. Eric and Erin (the birthday girl)..

After meeting up with them, I went back pay those doughnuts and then ciaoz..

Coincidents do happen all the time.. Things happened unexpectedly without planning it.. (That's generally the definition..)

And that's how busy I was lately..

Keep checking.. will be updating more..

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Bought a new phone, Test the new phone..

I'd mentioned some times ago about the day I lost my precious Nokia N82 mobile phone which was a prize that I wont from iTalentStar on few previous post.. Well, guess what?! I bought a new phone last Friday, and I am telling you that I'm loving it..

Getting supports from my family and friends, I was able to move on even though I lost my previous phone.. It's a history to me already.. and nope.. It's still missing and cannot be found anymore, I think..

Luckily, my father gave me a green light to buy a new handset.. and I was like facing dilemma for buying Nokia N79 or Nokia N82 (my old love) back.. and so I did a bit of research on both phones.. Both of the specifications are similar but Nokia N79 which is a newer model definitely has more new functions compared to the last one, Nokia N82..

After considering for so "long", I ended up buying back my old love last last Friday, 14th November 2008.. My Nokia N82.. However, this time, my phone turned into charcoal and not silver-ish anymore.. asking around for the prices, everyone gave me RM1,700 and above for ORIGINAL set, and RM1,250++ for AP set or some say supplier set.. Difference between ORIGINAL and AP sets is the warranty.. ORIGINAL sets' warranty is given by Nokia Malaysia itself, and AP sets' warranty is given by the supplier/shop themselves.. (Correct me if I am wrong)

The lucky things that happened was there's one of the shopkeeper or promoter gave me a very very fair price for ORIGINAL set.. RM1,580.. I was like "WHOA!".. I really tried to ask a lot of shops at Sg. Wang and BB Plaza, but they gave me the same price as almost every other shops.. To confirm whether it's original or not, I checked everything labeled, IMEI, Zitron stickers on every accessories and phone.. Everything seemed kinda real to me.. So I bought it..

It's quite hard to confirm it is original for me as this is the first time I bought phone by myself.. All this while, parents bought it and they never really purchase original set because we were not aware the vast difference between AP and original set..

To make the story shorter, I tested my new phone's camera on Sg. Wang Plaza event.. Taken few photos at the Gundam related event "BAKUC CHALLENGE 2008"..

So, taken few pictures using the new phone.. and I used Macro mode and Scenery Mode..

Outdated Poster.. Dated year 2007.. Mobile Suit Gundam..

There were tonnes of people looking at those miniature and also people who purchase the miniature set as well..

The miniature not cheap okay?! Most of them are above RM100 and we still have to install it ourselves..

But to my surprise, mostly who purchased it are not teenagers but middle-aged guys and a lot of uncles buying it also.. I guess Gundam had made a breakthrough long before I was born.. Looking at those uncles' faces', it reminded me how happy a kid can be when they were rewarded sweets and candies..

After taking those pictures, I went to Times Square for my favourite Green Tea Frappucino at Starbucks regardless what promotion they are offering..

 
My favourite Green Tea Frappucino..

The Starbucks barrista was hilarious.. I asked him until what time Starbucks close.. he replied "24hours for today sir, just for you sir since you are a Starbucks fans and even with a Starbucks T-shirt on.." and I was like =.=" so embarrassing..

After sipping at Starbucks, my friends came to find and we went to watch Quarantine..

I recommend all of you go and watch it.. It's not as bad as Cloverfield,even though it is the first man's view.. It looks really thrilling and the plotting was good.. Thumbs up for this movie.. I would rate this movie the most thrilling and best horror movie this year, up-to-date..

To end this post, not to forget, always put a narcissist picture of mine..

My Green Tea Frappucino and my Starbucks T-Shirt..

Sorry for the tiring face, it was a tiring day but, at least, I bought a new phone..

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History of Harry's mystery

To understand what happened, you must read the previous post first..

So what's behind Harry's mystery?!

It all started when he was studying in Brunei, Chung Ching Primary School.. School life to Harry wasn't as happy as he had in his childhood compared to the time when he went back to Kuching and studied there.. He was bullied since he was at the primary school by an asshole bastard "si gina" another boy.. (I'll refer that fellow as "Mr. JJJ" from here onwards)..

So, basically, Mr. JJJ always bully Harry until Harry wet his pillow after he came back from the miserable school.. As usual, Harry pretended nothing in front of his friends and in front of that Mr. JJJ's face.. (showing how "kiasu" and "si ai bin" he is..) but in fact, deep inside, it hurts a lot to him.. It makes him pointless going to school where that Mr. JJJ is like ruling the class.. That Mr. JJJ's father is actually one of the guy in the school's board (as in someone who got power to do things).. And due to that reason, some of the asshole bastard teachers licked Mr. JJJ's shoe to get good impression to that fellow's father..

As for Harry, that pity kid, his existence in the teachers' eyes is merely nothing but a small little tiny dust.. Luckily, Harry still had his friends behind him, supporting him to move on through those unhappy days.. There are, of course, some other teacher who took notice of Harry's talent and even tried polishing it especially his art teachers (primary 1 one was such an ass but the rest were fine) and computer teacher (she knew Harry was good in computer)..

Harry still remembers that there was once, Mr. JJJ was talking out loud with his best friend in the class and when the teacher asked them to keep quiet, they pointed at Harry who was very very innocent.. Sitting quietly, alone, got scolded by that stupid idiot teacher for nothing.. Taking all blame.. and keeping the hatred deep inside himself.. And just wet the pillow when he got back..

Harry did not try to defense himself at all as he know it's totally futile to do so as Mr. JJJ is like a gold to that teacher while Harry was just a dull gold which was rather unnoticeable..

After staying 10 years in Brunei, Harry finally moved back to Kuching at year 2002 and continue his studies there.. Harry seen the light and approachable when he was in Kuching.. People who revolves around him, noticed him, and even complimented him from times to times.. He began to felt blessed and tried to be strong (spiritually).. Because of Harry's dreadful past, he tried to help a lot of weaklings and even try to lend them his wings and to cover them whenever necessary..

Harry, eventually, got recognized in the school and became the head prefect in the school.. (there were, of course, few to name that hated Harry as well..).. However, Harry's friend in Kuching delighted him from time to time and he made it through successful through his high school year..

Because of the story above, it inspired Harry to stay strong.. and help those who needed a hand.. Looking at people being bullied reminds me of my past.. But heck.. I am not the old me anymore.. I can't help myself to stop helping them especially they were fallen.. I guess, lending a hand, helping them do help them realize that the world is not as dark as they think.. They will, perhaps, be stronger and won't follow the wrong route..

Thanks to that Mr. JJJ, I am not the weakling anymore.. In fact, I had proved that I can do far far better than what I used to be.. But due to that incidence, bad childhood, I kept forgetting things easily.. Perhaps, it's like what people always said, we try to forget what's painful to us.. To let it go..

NOTE: Story had been cut short.. Scare you read till feel asleep.. If you wanna know more, ask more question.. perhaps, I'll answer it in the next post.. or somehow like that..

 

P.S.: There is still a barrier between me and Mr. JJJ if you would like to ask..

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I had finally found myself

All this while, I kept thinking of what makes me what I am right now and even trying to understand myself.. I will always ask around to try understand myself.. but all this while, the answer I got is "Harry is too random.. Hard to understand la.." which of course, got me clueless for finding my true self out..

And officially, by today, 17th November 2008, I found out who I am now.. It's hard to believe that I did it!!

Well, actually, I do think that my mother do understand me a lot though as she is the one who I always make my complains to and she is the one who is always by my side when I am down.. She's very very protective.. Whenever, I'm being bullied, she'll be like saying angrily to me, "Who is the bastard chao kia who bullied my son?" and I will like "Oh my god! Don't go and scold them because of this.. I'm big/old enough already.." (Of course, I scare people will start thinking how weak I am if my mother really does that..)

Ma, if you are reading this, "Kam siah lu.. I LOVE YOU!!" which means "Thank you" in Hokkien.. and of course, my father who always tries to maintain my mother's anger helped a lot.. At least, that stop my mother from defending me in front of others.. My father will say that, "Haiya.. kids matter let them settle themselves la.."

Hehe... Pa, am I right? If you are also reading this, I also wanna say, "Kam siah" to you.. Your son is extremely happy today for being able to understand himself after so long.. and of course, special thanks to Yuni, his girlfriend made him realise that..

and to my dear Yuni, if it wasn't because of the argument, I won't be able to realise myself and I.. Oh.. and don't you guys dare to laugh Harry arguing with his darling.. It's a process of greater bond in a relationship.. If you havent argue/fight with your girlfriend/boyfriend/gayfriend/lesfriend/husband/wife, it's time to do so.. It's the process of understanding each other and throw out the feelings!! If you comment something about my girlfriend, I will delete it permanently and blacklist you and smash you into pieces when I see you.. literally..

Whoa.. Ok.. back to the original topic.. "YAY!! I FOUND MYSELF!!" Many of my friends around me don't really know my background and who I am when I am small.. It may find hard to believe it but that's who I am when I am very very young cute chubby little child.. Even my parents, up till now, may not remember what happened to me back then when I was that lovely kid..

Story to be continued..

Reveal the mystery of Harry in the next post.. So don't miss it and stay tune..

 

P.S.: A lot of expression had been used in the post to show how happy I am..

P.S.S.: When I said no comment about my girlfriend means NO COMMENT about her ya.. If you do, make sure you write good thing about her!!

P.S.S.S: Sorry for "few" emo posts lately.. It's the period.. LOLz.. Harry's period!!

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Meaningful and beautiful sentences

I got this so-called meaningful and beautiful sentences from a forwarded mail which was forwarded by my sister.. (I guess she missed me a lot, I think..)

Nevermind about the small details, but somehow, some of those words do reflect my life and my feeling.. Okay.. I know you are going to say that, "How come this Harry became so Lovely Adoring Passionate romantic or even handsome?"

Well, I am not the romantic type of guys, I believe.. and may not be the guy which the girls prefer.. I mean those romantic guy which you watch from the Taiwan or even Korea Drama Series.. I am just a simple guy.. or should I say blunt?!

It doesn't mean that I am totally insensitive alrite?! Hahaz.. If you come by and tell me that I am cold with my girlfriend, I'll hit you on your nuts or perhaps your lovely face.. Muahahaz.. *evil grins* Well, just to add some spices here la..

Now.. let the message talk to you! Oh.. Good news to all the Bananas out there.. It's translated to English..

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I  am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

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Satisfaction and Appreciation

A lot of time, we'll see these two words appear everywhere, regardless from the email or from speeches..

Satisfaction and Appreciation 

So, what's so great about these two words?! They ain't a big word to most of us, but to certain people, it matters a lot.. To me, both the words played an important role in my life or even in the process of growing up..

I'm not the boy that I'm used to be when I was a kid, and yet, I am not total man yet.. Considering myself as a half man here, things can be distracting and dilemma often occurs in life..

So how does this two words played their role in my life?!

Humans are never SATISFY with whatever things they do or they have.. When you relate it with the "satisfaction", you got the word "appreciation".. Humans "seldom" appreciate with what they have and what others did to them..

Now, problems like this often occur in a family or with friends when they asked from you for more even if you are at your limit.. I certainly think that all of us, humans, have our own limit in anything we do.. Some people were granted  or gifted by their talent at doing their things "well" but that doesn't mean that they can do their things "perfect"..

There's no such things as perfect in this world.. If you think that you are Mr./Mrs./Mdm./It. Perfect, I wont argue further on that.. The point is, no one is perfect in this world.. Each of us has our own weaknesses, depending how showy it is to the others.. Some evil people do take for granted on some other's weaknesses..

I mean, com' on, those above have nothing related to satisfaction/appreciation huh?! I do think that both satisfaction/appreciation bond things up quite well, just that we never realize that, they played an important role on us..

Are you satisfy with yourself?! Your physical look? Your health? Your everything?! If you are saying that you do, you must be lying.. Even for me, I am not quite satisfied with who and what I am right now.. But what to do?! Life goes on.. Why do you have to let all this single bit of details bother you and ruin your life?!

Talking about satisfaction, now, take a moment to think.. Does people around you appreciates you?! Appreciates what you'd done to them, how much you improved yourself just to fit them well?! How about yourself? Do you appreciate them too? Most of the time, we easily forget people good deeds.. We tempt to neglect their strength point and looking at the weaknesses only..

Things like this frequently happen to a newly-married couple.. They started to realize that their dearest one ain't as good as they think.. And they started to point out the weaknesses and forgotten what are they strength point..

Why do we have to be so pessimistic? Why can we just a bit more optimistic? Instead of thinking how bad they are and what their weaknesses are, can't we even think that, perhaps, their weaknesses could be their strength point too?!

We should learn how to appreciate people around us and try to be at least satisfy with them.. When we keep on desiring it, we'll be losing it at no time..

I'm not particular with what the people around me can do for me or even how they look.. They pretty or not, fugly or not, it doesn't matter to me at all.. What matters to me a lot is they appreciate me and have faith with me..

When we are optimistic, it doesn't mean that we careless for them.. Just that, we try to make the world bigger.. Think outside the box instead of trapping our thoughts in a small box.. It doesn't have to be a bad thing to be insensible.. Optimistic tempt to be a bit insensible, but not selfish..

Perhaps, it's time for you to show how much you care for the others and how much you appreciates them.. Instead of desiring more from them, asking more from them, why don't you do more to them?

Like I said all the times, what goes around, comes around.. We do good deeds not to show how good we are, but we appreciate that life is not a game.. There's no reset but GAME OVER.. Why do you expect people to return your "deed" so much that you even forgot that good deeds are actually from the bottom of our heart.. It's about sincerity..

So to all my friend, my love ones, my family.. I do not see you all as something that hold me back in my life.. I really appreciate with you all.. and in fact, I am do not desire much from you all.. However, there's always a limit for everything.. Step over the line means game over for you and me.. I love you all and will always remember of you all (even though I am a forgetful person).. I just hope that. perhaps, it's time for you to do the same thing to me.. It's time for you to change and not only seeing Harry's evolution or changes..

P.S. I LOVE YOU ALL!!

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Short Post: Unsettled

I've finally cleared all my ass assignments and successfully submitting them to all my lecturers.. It was a busy for last week and this week.. and a lot of things had happened.. Check out this and this and you'll know what I mean by "a lot" of things had happened..

However, things felt quite unsettled yet since the day I lost my beloved mobile phone.. Yes! I couldn't deny that I still can't get over with it.. with what happened to my phone.. but it of course, doesn't hold me back from continue my life.. Everything that happened is not coincidence but inevitable..

I still have a lot of things to update in this blog.. About the Halloween, my life (a bit), and also lately the movie screening that I attended last Tuesday..

Me holding the movie tickets with my "not-so-happy" dear..
(she's gotta kill me if she sees this)

Well, if you wanted to know what happened, you should definitely keep checking here out.. I don't wanna hold you back in my blog for any reason.. There were people saying that I blog for money or to attract more unique visitor which also ended up for money reason.. I blog to let people who cared about me to know what happened to me..

Oh, by the way, I am now looking around for the price of Nokia N82 the original set or the AP set.. I can't find a cheaper price for the original set of RM1800++ but I still havent go for the AP set.. IF you have any "kang tao" (literally means business), do let me know..

 

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