Blog Of Life – Twilight Edition

You may had noticed the change of the blog header and also I had updated my post since few days back.. Been busy with assignments and so on.. (Last minute work as usual..)

Anyway, some of you might ask me why “Twilight”?! Why not any other edition?!

(Blog header on the top of the page..)

It took me quite some times to actually think about the new theme for this blog.. Last time, it was just “Blog Of Life” with the theme that reflects our life as a storybook and everyday in our life is written in it..

This time, I came up with this Twilight Edition, mainly to reflect another part of myself which I don’t normally show it in the blog.. Perhaps, if you read back my blog, I’d been trying to write something in positive approach and only little bit of negative thoughts..

Speaking of which, it’s time for me to get more personal with my readers and show the mysterious part of Harry.. And, of course,  you might notice the picture on the right of the header..

 
(The twilight reflections..)

This picture came with a concept which I’m looking the mirror and reflecting myself in multiple ways (multiple mirrors).. Mirror has always been like a twilight zone to me since I fantasized a lot last time..I’d even written a story about the twilight zone which connects the underworld with our real world..

The thing is.. there are actually times that we feel like expressing ourselves and we could not find a right way of expressing it.. This very place, will be the place where I spill my feelings and emotions with things that revolve around me..

So, how do you think about this theme?! Like it or thumbs down?

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It’s been long..

That I haven’t seen your face.. I’m tryna be strong.. *and the music continues..*

(Akon’s very first album cover)

Well, that’s the beginning of the song, Right Now (Na Na Na) from Akon anyway.. I know it’s been like ages since my last update in this blog.. It’s like tons of my readers been asking me what happened to me and this and that..

Well, I should say I took a short break from the blogosphere and officially announce that I’m back in action again.. This time, it’ll be more personal and more mysterious than ever.. *Refer to the new header above.. Cool eh?!* I’ll introduce about that in my upcoming post so stay tune for that..

So, time to answer my question to my readers who had been wondering, whether or not, I’m still alive.. Well, I pretty much alive here.. See, you are already reading this till here.. I know, I know, you’ll most probably start “sweating” there and keep cursing me for my crap.. Ain’t you glad that I’m back?!

 
(Picture from 2 months ago.. Didn’t take much after stop blogging..)

Actually, I took a break in blogosphere, thinking that it took out big portion of my time everyday to come here, updating the post, checking out the comments and everything else..  Due to that reason, I’d a bit problem in managing my time with my girlfriend as well.. Imagine I’m locking myself in the room even at the weekends for blogging.. IMAGINE THAT!

(Have you watched this movie yet?)

Oh.. Which actually reminds me that tomorrow it’s the exact 16months that we’ve been together.. *winks* Well, hope everything goes smoothly lah, ya..

I’d this thing going on in the online radio field which needs me to run and drive it.. I’m like the root of it.. Without it, all those long history I had with it will vanish together with it and gone to waste.. I’d introduced my this online radio before long ago, but just to freshen up the memory again.. It’s called iStream Radio Network which basically based in Malaysia and to share all the hits or music to all the music lovers out there.. We had a little bit plan here and there but I’ll update you guys when it’s all good.. It’s a long term project, so it takes time..

Of course, apart from using up my time on this radio, I have my university stuffs to do as well.. Pretty much those exams and some assignments.. It’s all good at this moment, if you asked..

(Taken two weeks back..)

There’s tons more to talk about but I’m sure you’ll fall asleep before the real things even begin.. I’ll save the rest in all those upcoming blogs.. So,prepare yourself with a pillow before coming here alright?!

Missed you guys soooo much..

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11 months is coming and..

11 months is coming soon.. Tomorrow will be the 11months of me and my girlfriend being together..

There’s a lot of ups and downs revolving around us.. but we still manage to be together for 11 months.. It’s like a gift to me, everyday, seeing her.. She helped me a lot.. Step by step.. hand in hand.. just like guiding a baby.. She made me understand certain things that I could not understand before..

Sometimes, I got caught up with my own selfishness.. and did not think of how she felt for that moment.. Sometimes, I got caught up with my works.. and did not spend enough time with her.. Sometimes, I made her cry.. and was not able to understand her.. Sometimes, I made her disappointed with me.. and did not try to make myself better..

When I look into her eyes.. I knew she’s in pain.. she’s hurt by me.. but I could not do anything to comfort her as I’m pretty bad in that..

I’m not a guy who express well in real life.. At times, when I’m depressed, I laughed.. At times, when I’m happy, I just smiled.. At times, when I’m angry, I pulled a long face to everyone..

It’s not easy for me to just say “I love you..” and I ain’t good in saying it.. It makes me look like I’m joking when I say that.. Since small, parents never really teach us how to say “Wa Ai Lu” (I love you in Hokkien).. and I can’t imagine if I say that to my brother and sisters, what reaction they will give to me.. They probably going to spank me on my head.. It’s not easy like what you see in those movie where they always say “I love you mum..”

I guess culture does made a difference to different races and individuals..

I’m one who wish one to love me more.. and became an attention seeker.. who ask for nothing much but needing one to understand me much.. and sincerely love me..

It’s not easy to trust someone like me.. when I practically joke 75% in my life.. and used flowery language to everyone.. People usually mistaken I’m gay as when I speak to guys, I used the same language that I used on the girls..

I treat everyone around me equal.. I try not to abandon people and try not to hurt anyone close to me.. ‘cause I know how it feels when someone tried to abandon you and left you in despair..

Someday.. perhaps, someday.. more people could understand me and know who I am..

As for tomorrow, I don’t know what I can do for our 11months.. I’d been like forgetting the monthly anniversary for like.. all the time?! Even now, I remembered that it’ll be our 11months soon, but I am empty headed to think what to do next.. I guess, romance is not on my side..

I guess, I should plan for something next month as it’ll be our one year anniversary already.. but then, again, perhaps I need to ask all around what I can do to cheer her up!

I Love You.. (it’s easy for me to type it out.. ‘cause this is way of me expressing myself..)

This piece is for you my dear.. my love.. my Yuni..

 

P/S: I love you and I miss you..

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Wonderful birthday with the world

Most of the people in Malaysia celebrated my birthday last Saturday by switching off the light for one hour.. Well, not exactly.. They did it for the 60 Earth Hour campaign but it was just a coincidence that it’s on my birthday too..

Basically, in this campaign, people who participated would switch off their light for one hour from 8.30pm to 9.30pm on the 28th March 2009, which is on my birthday..

I did not actually participated in this event as I was in the shopping mall.. However, our house lights were off before we set off to the shopping mall.. If you asked me whether the shopping mall did their light off for one hour, I’d say YES!

Sunway Pyramid had their light off outside the whole building except few lights which made the pedestrian path visible.. However, inside the mall, it’s not as what you thought.. It’s definitely impossible to make everyone panic in the dark.. Only the unnecessary lights were switched off to support this campaign..

Ok.. Skip the Earth Hour stuffs.. Some claimed it’s useless as the best way to save the earth is to end the open burning and smoking.. (which is quite true..)

Anyway, my birthday.. It’s fantastic, I’d say.. For the past few years, before I came to the university to study, I used to have a big celebration at my home by inviting all my close friends to my birthday bash.. Otherwise, my family will bring me out to buy things that I’d wished for long..

White chocolate cake with some nuts inside..

This year, it’s not a birthday bash, but it’s still a great one to me.. This is the first year to celebrate my 20th birthday with my girlfriend.. Well, I just couldn’t explain how it is a great one to me.. But, I’m delighted on the day itself..

My girlfriend and friends planned an ambush a birthday surprise for me.. and I, somehow, got surprised.. Cause they managed to stay up late for me to return home as I went to watch midnight movie together with my girlfriend before my birthday itself.. Touchy touchy~~ I love ya all~~

1.. 2.. 3.. Make a Wish..

I had once get very disappointed during my birthday due to no surprises and lack of greetings from friends and family, but not anymore because I decided to not expect much from everyone and just to pass my birthday happily.. Unexpectedly, my friends, close or not close, they managed to send their greetings and wishes to me.. Some via phone, some via facebook while some via friendster and some via MSN..

My friends.. *mwah mwah*

I guess, it’s a good thing for us to not expect something too much once in a while.. Life moves on regardless it’s good or bad.. But it’s up to us to determine it’s a good one or a bad one.. and it’s exactly up to us to decide what future we opt for.. So, be HAPPY!!

She completes my birthday..

Anyway, here, I would like to thank all of my friends and family who had wished me my 20th birthday (Oh gosh.. it’s the beginning of the “2” already..) and if you’d prepared my birthday present, make sure you give it to me the next time you see me ya! Hahaz..

SURPRISED!!

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Random Post: Caterpillar Shot

I like to take pictures since I started blogging few years back.. And beautiful shots often amazed me!

One of a considerably “beautiful” shot of my is this caterpillar shot.. Using my mom’s Olympus 1030SW digital camera.. Played a bit with the focusing.. Well, of course the result is not as good as DSLR but, at the very least, it still did a fair work on the auto focusing..

This caterpillar is freaking small and kept moving.. It took me quite some times to really just focus on the caterpillar using Auto-focus and snap it!

How do you think of this picture?!

It’s cropped, anyway, to let you see the caterpillar a clearer view..

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